well it seems like i haven been veri angry in ages le. is not like i have totally lost my temper, is just that i have to pretend to be NOT ANGRY. as i recalled, the last time i really 'fa pi qi' is dunno how long ago le.

as a kid i dunno really like to throw my temper anyhow, maybe is because i have seen enough of my dad's bad temper towards my mother so i said to myself i must not be so bad tempered like him. years passed then i realised 'sway sway' i and my dad are damn bloody hell the same. we share the same temper!! gosh.. before i knew it, i lost some things(ones) in my life due to this bad temper of mine.

so i've learnt my lesson, control my temper. it wouldn't be really nice of me if u really wan me to be angry coz if i say i fuck ur mother, I REALLY MEAN I WOULD FUCK UR MOTHER UPSIDE DOWN. i wouldn't give a damn of who you are and where we are.

so next time if you are angry/du lan with me and i just keep saying sorry, it means i dun wan to lose you as a friend or somebody.

whoa, cant imagine tml is the start of week 11 le. but hor this sem ending at week 15 rite, doesn't that mean that i onli 5 weeks left!? what the fook.. i cant even rememeber i already year 3 liao sia. but dun worry, my level of partying will always stay constant. =)

finally tml can get to see my two bao bei liao. woot.. tricia u muz remember to bring hor!

world cup~

*Update- onli left tobby(tyco one) and bear(this is one is more tyco sia) left in the bet le. nb, hope both of them also out sia.. heheheheee

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jkm86AfI48I

enjoy

2006 World Cup has finally kick off and the country i support is HOLLAND!!! i'm having a bet with my pals. we are betting on which countries can get into the the top 4. of coz i choose Holland. Keng choose Argentina, bear choose France (WTF can go and die la), sw pick Spain (at first i tot spain was no threat coz they always fail to make an impact on international level), toad take Germany (hum ji!). Nobody is allowed to take Brazil coz they confirm in top 4 ma. surprise that no one pick England despite we all watch EPL lol.
so the prize of our bet: 2 BOTTLES OF ICE COLD TIGER BEER

sian, sian-ed, full of sianness

guess where the fuck i am now? i'm at my work place updating this blog. so as you all can see how freaking sian i am. it's friday nite and i'm alone at orchard road. LOL. coz i don't really want to slack and die at home tonight to watch world cup, so i decided to go out. but i have no one to call to accompany me. i have been slacking at home ever since i got back from the penang trip. with tons of assignment left for me to finish, i still decided that i wait long long to finish them. -_-"

went back to school on thurs to catch up with lao jie. so long neva had lunch with her le. i can see that she is also veri sian doing her fypj in school. 很不习惯 school empty empty one, veri "life-less". or maybe is me myself 不习惯 the quietness.

oh ya zhong did it again le. now zong yan really reads my blog. omg. but hor veri strange, just now i go and try to click on her blog, it says it does not exist!!?? what the...~ maybe she really scare i really go 'stalk' on her sia.. lol haha mi no bad guy so dun worry k? =)

过惯了一个人的生活， 难免会希望有个人在我身旁管管我。 在寻找一个会让我那一刹那的冲动的女孩。

i think that best explain what love means to me now.

i was still hoping for my first conversation with zong yan.. lol. zhong was bastard nice enough to help me tell zong yan saying I LIKE HER.. Thanks bro but still bo effect leh..

nice seeing the IAP people back in nyp. the 'die-hard' liverpool fan is back with his gayness. lao jie still as usual veri de kan jiong and blur haha.. ridz is nowhere to be seen yet.. wonder how people will think when i'm gone for IAP also.

zouk-ed on wednesday night with sw,keng and kiat. had fun down dere but hor why tat girl choose kiat over mi!! nb sia haha. maybe she thinking 1.80 not nice to grind with ba =)

steamboat on friday with a couple, an emo gal and a songbird. we went to 天天火锅小厨 to makan. food there is nice, the environment is also much cleaner than marina bay and there is air con. but all tat comes with a price. $22 per pax. ok la at least we enjoy.

will blog more after the penang trip. sure a lot things to say one. hopefully i can get a tan over there but hor i check le. now is the monsoon season leh.. -_-""

mindfucked part II- the eight of june

sad/happy? disappointed/relieved? planned/coincidence? confused/assure?

these are the words that she left for me to wonder.

As I expected we didn't manage to meet up on thursday night. She was suddenly down with flu and had to rest for the next day paper. Ya so i assume you are really sick that day.

Time passed so fast. didn't realise that actually thursday was that day. checked on my handphone's calander on wednesday night before going to Zouk to find out that 8th of June falls on the next day.

I almost tear-ed when i saw it

Two years ago seems like it was yesterday to me. But two years ago seems like just two years ago to you.

Thank you.

mindfucked

yes.. i am being mindfucked... AGAIN. kaos. maybe blame it on my determination is as soft as Tofu man in resident evil 2. or maybe simply i am just thinking too much again?? now then i realise i am so so so so fickle-minded... i must change i must change i must change i must change. actually hor maybe is just normal meeting up wif her.. but i sounded like a despo saying ok ok when she ask, 'let's meet up leh!". die la..

clubbed ytd wif bear. went to MOS again because i got the sms for free entry. they are having the bartender contest, but we didn't really catch much coz it is over when we reach there. nothing much happen ytd except for some 'breakdance showdown' happening inside the cage of SMOOVE. so surprise that you can actually do powerdrive inside that tiny cage?!

finally bought the bus tickets to Penang. at least now yan and yi rong wouldn't keep bugging us to buy the tickets anymore :) . yi rong was 'so funny'[must use yi rong's accent to say this]. she asked alot of cute questions when buying the tickets. but understandable la, her vrigin ride to malaysia ma. The ticket cost $40 each, i would say is already cheap le, coz i am expecting at least $50 for the tickets. so i will be leaving on th 12 of june 10pm.

i have this thought of bringing something over to penang coz at least i know i wouldn't visit penang again in maybe 4-5 years times?? maybe when things are lost, they are meant to be forgotten...