mindfucked

yes.. i am being mindfucked... AGAIN. kaos. maybe blame it on my determination is as soft as Tofu man in resident evil 2. or maybe simply i am just thinking too much again?? now then i realise i am so so so so fickle-minded... i must change i must change i must change i must change. actually hor maybe is just normal meeting up wif her.. but i sounded like a despo saying ok ok when she ask, 'let's meet up leh!". die la..