when i was just still a kid

One year ago today i started working at FEP isurf. One year later today i am STILL working at isurf, however i am now stationed at orchard towers instead. wow gosh one freaking year has passed. but hor this job no one year bouns leh not like the *toot* mcdonalds, but i got treat from the bosses. woopie!

speaking of which, today is also the children's day. erm i forgot how many years ago that i last celebrated this day. so much has changed since then. i still remember the days of which there are no handphones, no internet, no porn(wait there is la), no girlfriends boyfriends, no clubbing, no alcohol, no fuck your mother all that. Just plain fun, laughter and sweat.

i loved the days where i can run around the school field like that there is no tomorrow. i can slide along the stairways until the teachers catch me. i can play tamiya cars along the corridors until i cannot find them. i can tease the girls until they are so pek chey they come and pinch my arm. i really can lie with snow patrol and just forget the world.

There is seriously nothing to worry about lor, is as though the heaven drop down and you take it as a blanket to cover yourself. i missed those days. i missed sennett.

A blink of my eyes, the whole world change. Take a look at myself and began to find i'm 19 years old already. suddenly life is filled with so many choices and soon responsiblity came pouring in. sometimes i wonder izzit we are too eager to grow up. we can look grown up from the outside, but do we have what it takes to be a grown up from the inside?

Happy working one year, jianan. Missed the days eating the cheap bee hoon behind the counter and thinking about her at the same time. =)