random thoughts

zong yan birthday is on 17 july..... omg not another cancer gal >_<

i wasn't sure about what i was thinking through my head. i told myself i had to make a decision in 3 weeks time but currently i decided to hold back again. ya confused.

i hold back because i can't get over her
i hold back because i don't want to hurt anyone
i hold back because i am a coward

you can leave but please return the old me back