Dream gal

ant mentioned smth abt the characters of the girl he wan to be with for the rest of his life in his last post. so i was thinking, "ya hor i shd write smth abt my dream girl!!"
for those who are in the same bloody course as mi shd noe tat i always kena 'suan' by U ALL regarding mi and z*** **** and k*****(hope tat they dun see this blog or esle i will be super duper malu sia) BUT actually i onli say they 2 pretty ma, then they pretty i muz die die tackle them leh..!? lol.. be frenz can le.. i dun wan kena slap by them sia.. =p

so my dream gal:

• muz be least same age as mi or slightly 1 yr older than mi
• muz not live near mi
• at least 1.6m tall
• has big boobs
• is damn rich
• allows mi to club and drink
• is independent enuff to take care of herself
• do not smoke
• is veri blur and kum gong
• has parents tat allows her to date
• is nt a noob in relationship

but hor actually i'm talking cock here la.. some of things i listed are true while some are nt la, so if u guys noes mi well make a guess urserf ba..

sometimes i wonder whether i haf the courage to go into another relationship after so many things happen. i scare tat i might get hurt again. come to think abt it, 6 mths had already passed, we 2 still gt contact, but nt as close as last time. she has her own life and her new ccb boyfriend to keep her occupied. i hope she is happy wif her life la coz i am.. ya a bit pissed off wif my sch all tat. hw long will it take for a person to forget someone he/she love..?? i dunno.. juz leave it to time to do the job ba. i began to hate tennis more and more

i only knows that the longer the wait, my heart hurts more....