mi a bastard i noe (and kum gong)

i make a mistake on previous entry.. the 'she' rite is refering to my mum...

here guys go read this---->http://akkueh.blogspot.com/2005/12/chronicles-of-avol-3-day-of-tears.html veri interesting and touching (blog taken from http://0811.blogdrive.com/)

this week has to be hell to mi man.... three days cannot use bathroom due to renovation works is killing plus whole week of rainning.. wha.. head pain.. sch juz started this week.. i already feel veri sian le.. cant seems to be motivated to do/hand in assignments.. i am such an ass man.. kinda let my pitch and 3d modellin team down.. i'm sry guys.. am i lazy or simply just heckin care of everything... if i can be bother to go club or play then i think i nid to concentrate on my assignments instead... work hard play hard.. ya rite..now mine seems like dun work play hard.. nid to buck up man... but this week i veri gd boy le.. neva drink leh.. haha.. i think tat's the only sign of encouragment....

all these rainning makes mi rmb so mani things... memories i wish to forget, i wan to forget but i cant seem to forget... me and her seldom contact le.. hey is kinda gd news.. tat means he is back and accompanying her and i shd be happi coz she is happi rite wif him ard nt mi...
i noe i abit sadistic here but u gonna think on the bright side correct..
is a new year and everything starts afresh i also wan time start afresh!!! na bei la.. i rather every year i stuck at 18 yrs old la... AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA

yes i noe i am kao bei kao bu ing so wat!?